THERE IS NO COMPARISON Each generation identifies with a tragic event that becomes a defining moment, but most Americans agree the terrorist attacks on American soil are 'beyond anything.' By Steve Lord STAFF WRITER Where you were. That's something everyone will remember about Sept. 11, 2001. It is one of those frozen moments, emblazoned on the mind — a memory sure to forever produce a chill down the spine, and that empty, helpless feeling of sorrow and rage in our gut. Time has a way of calming the immediate reaction. No amount of time, however, will erase the deep-down invasion of our souls by terrorists who brazenly took thousands of innocent lives in our own country in front of our eyes on Sept. 11, 2001. The date takes its place with others we have come to memorialize: Dec. 7, 1941, when Pearl Harbor was attacked. June 6, 1944, D-Day, when allies invaded France. Nov. 22, 1963, when President John F. Kennedy was assassinated. Jan. 28, 1986, when the Space Shuttle Challenger exploded. April 19, 1995, when the Murrah Federal Building in Oklahoma City was bombed. Humans compare, so, to look at these larger-than-life, potentially life-changing events in relation to each other is natural. It also is natural for ensuing generations to remember a certain event as "theirs." The World War II generation sees Pearl Harbor as the life-changing event; the baby boomers see Kennedy's assassination that way, and Generation X sees the space shuttle explosion, or possibly the beginning of the Gulf War, in that vein. There seems to be one thing, though, that all these generations who share America agree upon this week. This is the worst. "There's a big difference when you have it on TV, when you could see what was going on," said Merton Spring of Aurora, a retired teacher and World War II veteran who still remembers precisely where he was when he heard about the attack on Pearl Harbor. "This week, we were seeing it happen, as it happened," he said Civilians, not military Certainly, Pearl Harbor and the World Trade Center attacks have similarities. They were bold, surprise attacks on a somewhat complacent society that were acts of war as much as anything else. The numbers of dead in this week's attack — at last estimate up to 4,700 — are almost double the number who died at Pearl Harbor. Still, 2,400 dead at Pearl Harbor was a staggering, tragic toll. Both events shocked the country, but almost immediately filled Americans with a rage and resolve that the country will be avenged. The differences are many, also. For one thing, Pearl Harbor was the official beginning of America's entry into World War II. We have yet to see where Tuesday's events will lead. On Dec. 8, 1941, Franklin D. Roosevelt declared war on Japan, the obvious aggressor at Pearl Harbor. America still is trying to find out exactly who the aggressor is in Tuesday's attack, so there is no clear response yet. The Pearl Harbor attack killed mostly military personnel. It struck at a time much of the world was already was involved in or girding for war, and it occurred on a remote Pacific island that wasn't even a state yet. Tuesday's attacks, by contrast, hit twin power centers of the nation, killing mostly civilians and making Americans everywhere wonder if they might not be next in the path of violence. "This is worse than Pearl Harbor ever was because that was our job, to be put in harm's way," said Bob Montgomery, 72, of Danville, Ill., who was an airman during World War II. Spring said he was listening to the radio when he heard the announcement. "That can't compare to seeing it on TV, while it happened," he said. "This week was much more poignant." "Nuclear war threat?" For baby boomers born after World War II, this week was perhaps more reminiscent of the John F. Kennedy assassination. It might be hard to understand similarities between the death of one man compared to the mass murder of thousands, but consider the mood immediately following both events. Each had an aspect of the "it-can't-happen-here" complacency that gives a false sense of security. A common statement about the Kennedy assassination is that America lost its innocence that day. Whatever was left might have been lost Tuesday. Also, at the time of the assassination, Americans felt vulnerable and unsure of the future. In the immediate aftermath, people feared the shooting might be just the start of a foreign invasion, a coup or a revolution. The same feeling of uncertainty pervades America right now. With the Kennedy assassination, the country came to a standstill, unable to concentrate on much of anything but shock and mourning. The same can be said right now. "But this is worse," said Kris Keef, of Montgomery, who was in grade school when JFK was shot in Dallas. "I was just a little girl then. I just remember thinking, 'Oh, well, we need a new president now.' " Jayla Irons of St. Charles is about the same age. She said this week is "incomparable" to anything else. From New York originally, Irons spent Tuesday trying to find out if her family was safe. "This was such an attack on freedom," she said. "To me, it's beyond anything." On Tuesday, many baby boomers looked at their own children and, in trying to figure out what was going through their heads, remembered their feelings at the time of Kennedy's assassination. "Absolutely, this will be the touchstone for our kids, like Kennedy was for us," said Joe McElroy of Naperville, who was 10 when JFK was shot. Still, at that younger age, he was not nearly as devastated by the assassination as he was at age 15 when Robert Kennedy was killed. Yet, he likened his feelings of vulnerability this week to the 1968 assassination of Dr. Martin Luther King. "When Dr. King was murdered, I remember seeing buildings on fire, the ensuing riots," he said. "I was scared." How age affects emotions was illustrated this week by the reaction of two boys almost three years apart in age. The 10-year-old was upset because a ball game was canceled, and put his fist through the air, proclaiming, "Stupid terrorists!" The 13-year-old quietly asked his father, "Will this cause a nuclear war?" "Body count" On Tuesday, Marla Parus of St. Charles took both her children out of school. Not only did she want them with her during this time of national crisis, she also feared something worse might happen later in the day, and she would beat a crowd of swarming parents trying to get their children. She drew a distinction between an event that is remembered and a life-changing event. While she clearly remembers the assassinations of the 1960s, none of those altered her life the way Watergate did, which unfolded over years. "That changed me entirely," she said. "I became jaded, I didn't the trust the government, I became apolitical. That changed me more than any other one thing." At age 29, Eric Schwartz of Aurora does not remember Pearl Harbor nor Kennedy's death. He remembers where he was when the Challenger exploded, when President Ronald Reagan was shot and when the Gulf War started. Is this week more life-changing than those? "I don't know yet," he said. "We're right in the middle of it, but this probably will be the defining moment, yes." Justin Trapani, 27, of Elgin, said the major global events he remembers most vividly were America's bombing of Libya and the invasion of Grenada, both in the 1980s. The bombing of Libya was retaliation for a terrorist action. He said there is no comparison between this week and those events. "With those, there was a military goal," he said. "This was just out and out looking for a body count." Contact Steve Lord at (630) 844-5926 or at slord@scn1.com 09/16/01